Shit 30s are hitting hard
So I don’t know when I turned into this person.. I mean this 32 year old girl.. I’m still a girl right? I feel old yet clueless more clueless than ever.. I wish I can enjoy this feeling of confidence as I grow old but .. it seems to allude me to.. I hate my way of thinking .. think+ king ? Well I think like scared cat.. I am anxious I am scared And mostly I’m afraid of???? Well everything and everyone .. I’m a scared of people, situations , things, life in general One of my close friend said if living is this hard might as well die .. well I do not wish to die.. so how to tackle anxiety? I am going to train my brain into thinking differently. It how? I tried therapy and it’s very expensive.. And it couldn’t help me I realised I need to be my own therapist…. I’m going to watch two three new 3rd molar videos for now I’ll report back later